Wonder, who is good at being patient when they are waiting for something huge? Even though your heart is beating faster, and you can't think about anything else. The difference between life currently and a change that might reinvent life as you know it.
It's how I behave in the midst of my physical reactions to the ring of the phone every time. I keep trying to give it all up. Ok, Lord. You know what's best... and yet I feel this desire in my heart so severely... are you sure your best and my best are different? They must be the same... I believe I am living your desire.
So here, I wait. Not getting any better at it than I was before.